when i've only just begun to feel that i may be able to understand, embrace, and walk with the real substance of what was meant behind the conversation kristi and i had that day....
"that's what it's all about - full circle moments and recreating within yourself what you've lost."- this absolutely horrid thing happens and i am deflated. and it's not even the coming to terms with it - the tragedy, the loss of this amazing woman who i enjoyed so very much, but it is the closeness and familiarity of both ...it's the brutality...it's the rage....and this murderer, he was no stranger to me...from the time i spent with him, those brunches we all had on sunday mornings in the backyard along the chattahoochee, i liked him...and now it all haunts me.