8.03.2005
however, i'm having one of those times when i feel that i need to record this so i won't lose the significance amongst the incessant pieces of my daily life.
i really feel that today has been a productive day. and not productive in the sense that i normally use the word -- more in that i have felt at ease, content, and have even had a smile plastered across my face and been unable to hold it back. and somehow, this all occured amidst an insanely scheduled day where i did not stop, went from one job to the vehicle registration office to school to work on another job to home where i worked in the yard for an hour then inside where i unpacked for 2 hours and then i finally sat, only to do work for my GRA this fall - all day i also thought that kristin haeger's girlfriend (who i've never spoken to and who lives in korea) was going to crash with us tonight and i was going to take her out and hang out with her all evening (come to find out, it's 2 wednesdays from now and i'm an idiot). how, then, did i accomplish utter happiness? i think that it happens when all things fall in to place, when i feel that the insanity i subject myself to, and promise myself away to, actually comes together and works. and as i was heading home, towards the tail end of my flurry of activities, i listened to such a great voicemail from a dear, dear friend who lives a whole country too far from me...in addition to just being so uplifting, it hammered home the fact that a lot of people who are so close to me, yet are so far away, will never be gone from me...we cross paths only on rare and special occasions, but are always those friends who are closest to my heart...
i'm going to return that call now, while swinging on our porch swing, with my dogs at my feet, and staring into the night, a smile plastered across my face yet again...
2 Comments:
I pooped blue so I have that same happy smile on my face!
uhh, what's goin on slacker?
